Happy brrfffdaayy too meee!!!! lmao thanks a bundle to everyone that remembered meh day of me becoming one year older!!!! I'm so excited!!!!!

Well... i'm sort of not and sort of am pleased to be back at skool. I saw friends and friends and more friends and enemies, and life was good! And my inbox flooded with text messages!!!!!!!

*breathes* But...there was a point when i felt my hair stand on end (as if it could let's pretend). I'll put it in a dev if i get time. But i was walking to the lunch line, and someone was walking behind me. I got the same feeling i always did, and to find that it was the person i'd wanted to see all day. I hadn't seen him since the friday before break, and I was almost...sad. (almost being i'm still CONFUSED!!!) I grin happily to hear Sizzle call out my birthday, and yet...no words from him. I wanted to bad to just turn around and stand there rubbing it in his face. All the times he called me a young shorty, lil youngin, midget, crazy, hyper (hey, it's...it's him.)...he could remember that years ago, but not my birthday?! After lunch I stormed into math and dropped into the chairs between Miri and EJ. I rattled off to EJ about how excited I was. He listened intently actually...or so it looked. He even wished me a happy birthday! And he didn't know! So I told him. I felt the words burning my tongue, so I told him. "You can tell me that and you've only known me for this year! They've known me since 1st and haven't said a word!" he grinned awkwardly and didn't give much a response but, "really?" So later after school I'm going home with Danie, and he passes by, but I swerve around EJ sharply without a glance. "so...?"
"He looked at you, like he was going to say something," she said after we'd planted ourselves underneath the limited shade.

...

You're kidding right? Whatever...I'm tired, I want to sleep. I enjoyed a frickin crazy great day as my birthday!!!! I couldn't be any happier!!! DDDDDD

Oh yeah...what did i want to say? OHHH Anyone who wants to see twilight i'm planning to see it friday night with Rachel!!!! Text me if interested!


Wish you could put more than one mood..... >.>

Oh yeah this was supposed to be my sig but DA doesn't let it be that long. Dammit...

I cut out my heart to say the least, to show how much I love you. I know it's bleeding and hurt, but I'll wash it all off and bandage it. Tell me why you look so sad? I gave you what hurt me so bad! You're crying and holding my heart so tight...it's what you always wanted right? No that's not right, I'm not seeing you, I'm seeing just what I've always wanted from you.

The wind is crisp and cool...sun shining bright through the trees that lose their leaves all but ever so beautifully...

Ok kill the crap. So last night was homecoming, and the night before was the homecoming game! FUN ON BOTH! Which was better? the game... the dance was iight. not enough people if you ask me. and I saw some stuff... o.O it'd make molesters run the other way. Lmao.

I SAW HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME IN *counts* 5 months! He showed his face on our territory! Gotta say it took danie some convincing but it happened! And another note, the fagget who we so called someone is so out of the picture. (These will be posted in a chapter coming up. When i have time -.-'

Skittlez fix your comp, get back heeerrreee!!!!

Alright well i'm finito for now. And i found a song... once again *grin* Switchfoot is amaziinnnggg..... Meh Oleve would know!!!

she told him she'd rather fix her makeup
than try to fix what's going on
but the problem keeps on calling
even with the cellphone gone
she told him that she believes in living
bigger than she's living now
but her world keeps spinning backwards
and upsidedown
don't say so long and throw your cellphone
don't spend today away
cuz today will soon be

gone, like yesterday is gone,
like history is
gone, just trying to prove me wrong
and pretend like your immortal

she said he said live like no tomorrow
every day we borrow
brings us one step closer to
the edge (infinity)
where your treasure, where's your hope
forget the world and lose your soul
she pretends like she pretends
like she's immortal
don't say so long
your not that far gone
this could be your big chance to makeup
today till soon be

gone, like yeterday is gone,
like history is gone,
the world keeps spinning on,
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your going going gone,
like sumemr break is gone,
like saturday is gone
just trying to prove me wrong
you pretend like your immortal your immortal

we are not infinite
we are not permanate
nothing is immediate
we're so confident
in our accomplishments
look at how dark it is

gone, like Frank Sinatra
like Elvis and his mom
like AL Pichino's cash
nothing lasts in this life
my highschool dreams are gone
my childhood sweets are gone
life is a day that doesn't last for long

life is more than money
time was never money
time was never cash,
life is still more than girls
life is more than hundred dollar bills
and oh the town fills
life more than fame and rock
and roll and thrills
all the riches of the kings
and up in wills we got information
in the information age
but do we know what life is
outside of our conveinent Lexus cages

she said he said live like no tomorrow
every moment that we borrow
brings us closer to the God
who's not short of cash
hey Bono I'm glad you asked
life is still worth living, life
is still worth living

bye for now!

Sooooo this friday is the game vs. Mission. *growls* We WILL WIN!!!!!! *(!@&$*(^^#$*&^!(*@------- *censored for parental reasons* (as if they know)

Life's been grand! I've got.... *counts* three big events coming up in the next few days! my grades are amaaaazzziinnng!!! and i've met tons of new people. But aside all of this...freshman year does suck.... like everyone said.

Danie I expect a cupcake *holds hand out* PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

SKITTLEEZZZZZZ 0_0 He made you look short....and you're taller than me! I'm a midgett!!!! *weeps*

Um...what else can I say? *grabs list of things* that was said...not important...dunno why thats there.... I can say the texting levels have dropped to dangerously low. You know who the record holder is now and I haven't talked to him in forever? you can guess it... -_-' This is pathetic people. I should just shut off my phone.

Oh and I found a song! Its a song that I think fits meee... aside the fact its used for twilight. Its by Paramore so I could care less who the hell its used by.

Decode by Paramore

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

How can I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode.)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

Look it up on Youtube! Or reject it by all means. ISH MINE! Adios for now!

(On side note... whoever guesses what this song means to me (or has the closest idea) Will win POPCORN!!!) <--- trust me thats a big prize. good saltyness crunch yum!

-_-' So flippin confused....but aside the fact that i'm confused and somewhat hopeless *points to emoticon* Things have been fun!

I had my first uh...pep rally last week. That was interesting. Although we were booed as expected. Timing was perfect too. Kaaaat! Elijah! lmao we love that name!

Danie and uh...amiigo is it? Yes amiigo. *chews gum* My eyes are sharp. Too sharp!

Um...who wants to be my date? No i'm just kidding. Everyone at school is already bragging/brooding over homecoming. Sheesh...its a freaking dance for cryin out loud. I think the only dance to be worried about would really be prom wouldn't it? and I don't have to worry on that for another 2 years.

Well i'm still debating with myself and the rentals about a facebook. I'll have my decision soon enough. Whether you've got zoe wanting to add you or not.

I think that's really all the updates I have to give. I needed a new journal. Goodbye for now! READ THE DEVS!!!!!!

Soooooo I heard u lieksss..... DISNEYLAND!!!!

Alrighty then! (that was gay corny and everything in between)

Danie, Kat, now that you have passes, we are on our way to dland! Danie i need to discuss dates with you.... pleeeaaaassseeee text meeeee! Kat you too! I'm talking to everyone about it, and i've come up with what i think is an ok date for the... disneymatic adventure.

Tala: She's had some crack earlier...and 2 shots of tequila.

Anyway! I think the date's ok! It's not a saturday danie, and its on the weekend, and its not interfering with stee stee's knotts thing. IS ALL CHILL!!!!! Tho....one person can't come.... or won't come... *grumbles* I'll bug him later for it don't you worry danie.

WEll this journal was insignificant and unimportant at its best.