New Journal Time...


I might as well come out and say it. Since I'm trying to get viewers and all. I got an account on Fanfictionnn. You can look it up if you want, but don't get all pissy with me if you don't like what I post. I find a topic, I write something for it. That's how it goes

Equals.Love is the account. Oh yeah and I take requests on fics. If you want one done lemme know and I'll explain how it works.


But bessiiiddes that!

School starts soonnn. The first game is on the 4th! Wow before school? Chiilll...

I'm excited and nervous for soccer lol. Met peopless had a good run. But I need worrrk -.- I will so work hard! > I've got to!

I get my new phone Sep 1st! and we've got to name it. But not until it gets here lol. What else what eeelllsee? *looks through list*

I'm pretty sure that's it noo? Ooohhh HEY MICHI TEXXTTT! We gotta meet up for registration we're at the same time lol.

So I've had some discussions and some realizations over the three months I've been home. Let's see... I may be wrong here (certainly because most of the time I am) But my phone's dieing, and I have no idea why. I haven't talkd to anyone but two people.

You know, I was once told to never hide what you feel. Well... I hope that this some how works. *breathes* I'm annoyed. Quite honestly, I'm really, really annoyed. Sure I may be ranting, and droning on and on.

ANd I for sure know that many of you are tired of it. But I'm saying it anyway. If you don't like me, and you think I'm overrated, a flirty slut, follower, black bitch... whatever it is? Don't say it behind my back to other friends of mine. That just shows you don't have a pot to piss in, led alone a fucking secret to keep. If you don't like me, then don't hang out with me.

But if you tell me repeatedly we're good buddies and we're bff's, lying with a plastic smile to my face? Well hell yeah I'm gonna be pissed! I specifically know for a fact I'm trying to be replaced. By what? Did you really think I didn't see it coming? All those best buddy! Let's chill out! You're so smart and cool! was there when someone else wasn't. I'm not last resort material.

Bullshit. Sorry guys, but I'm done being lied to. I'm not an idiot. I haven't told a single breath of anything you guys have entrusted me with. Yet I say a word to you, and the whole god forsaken country knows my gosh damned business. I've got accusations piled on one another. No, I'm not going to do the revenge shit and reveal all your dirty secrets and whines about other people. I'm not like you. I'm not manipulated.

ALl I'm saying, is this year, whether you like me or not still? I'm going to find people who like me for who I am. You know what's really fricking sad? The people that I met last year? For about maybe 6 months or more? I feel that I can tell them more than I can tell you. Because all I know is how everyone else somehow found out about my business. I know who I do and don't tell.

Sorry if you think this whole thing is full of shit, and I'm just being a depressed and angry bitch, but if you think that, then you know who you are.

I'm not going to say thanks to whoever read this and who didn't. I honestly don't care right now. I feel just to sad and betrayed to even care. But thanks for putting me down. Really. I appreciate finding out from an innocent bystander that I can't trust you. That's every "bff's" dream.

ALRIIIIGHTT! *claps papers*

So I just started my new story Sunless by: well me duhhh! I'm really excited for it and hope it turns out great! Great great great!

Alsooo I just got my coach for soccer. I start monday EEEEKK!! I know I'll prolly get my ass kicked the first part of it... okay maybe the whole thing, but I'm willing to try and be a strong willed team player! *stamps foot proudly*


Neextt.... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP P!!!!!!!!!!! alright short burst of excitement. Someone will know what that means.... *looks around* lol


So text me for all who have my number. If you don't... well... er that's too bad D: Just kidding, if I know you comment. If I don't, comment so we can talk! Alriggghhttt

I'm really excited and tired at the same time. Maybe that's why this journals so random... O.o

love that song... <33333


today I've got plaaannsss Excited for them tooo hahahaaa and next week EEEEEEEEEPP!!!!!



I wrote a piece that I'd like to compliment for myself. I really think it gets to the down and dirty truth about reality. or...that's the drift I caught.


Read n Review my stuffff hahaha love all of you guys.




Wow short journal... -.-

I guess I've come back to haunt DA and fave bomb tons of shit... So read my stufff Tell me what you think.

Short journal I know but I had to change it.

9 DAYS TILL THE ADVENTUREEE!


Next Chapter: Competition of Manipulation