Because there's no other way they narrow-minded will hear you.



Well I'm sick of acting like this never happened, and I honestly don't give a shit who reads and who doesn't. Read if you want.


I am so...so sick of you you hypocrite. You want a reason to hate me? I'll give you one. I don't care who reads this and tells who. And they know who I'm talking about. I tried to be kind and fair. I tried to change my ways to be a better person. Everytime anyones gotten mad I've thought about my mistakes and corrected them. But now, I'm not changing for you.

You lie, you piss and moan, you talk trash, and you expect me to act like nothing happeneed? I know everyone knows how you feel. I know that you're upset. I see it. You don't believe in me, you ignore me, you don't ever talk to me unless I make it clear.

If you're so mad, why can't you talk about it? You always tell everyone else to talk about their problems, but yet you don't wanna say anything to me? What a hypocrite. I've made my mistakes, and I've talked about them. I'm learning. BUt you? You will never learn.

I honestly feel sorry for you. ALl the people whove come and go that don't regret leaving you. Maybe I might just be the same. There is no way in hell I'm overreacting on this. But you can go ahead and think that.

Oh, and let me just say this. Sorry about talking to you about Shane. Yeah I will say his name this time. I didn't know how much it bothered you. I didn't know you thought I never had a chance. Sorry to bug you all those times when I was happy about something. I won't share my happiness.

And you know what? I'm not sorry that I have a backbone, and that I can flirt with guys without remorse. Because I'm being friendly. I'm being open. I'm being a teenager. For whatever reason that you're mad or hate me? I honestly don't care.

Whether you or your friend reads this and tells you about it, I just want you to know this is how I feel. Because I see no reason for you to be mad unless you give me one. If this is the end (wow that sounds so medieval) I don't regret all the good times I spent with you. I don't regret being your friend and encouraging you that you were pretty.

But...I must say I'm a little hurt. You don't respond to my texts, you ignore me when you get the chance, you never wait for me You must really want this to end?

Well I hope you enjoy not having me call you by your nickname and following you around. Maybe you might be glad knowing you don't have to hear me asking you to wait. And don't worry, I'll make sure to keep my mouth shut around you when it comes to Shane. You know, since nothing's going on at all.


Not Sorry For Everything...</3
~Talah Milli~